Melbourne

For the past few weeks in Melbourne I have somehow enjoyed the nothingness that was happening in my life. I got to know lots of people and I enjoyed their company as well as their stories. I have enjoyed my stay in Melbourne, even thought it kind of stop me from writing this blog, I had fun. It was different and I didn't expect anything better but as they all say you either love Sydney or Melbourne not both, I love Sydney. Melbourne was different, people that I met at the hostel were the best, people that I was supposed to meet were disappointing but that's life. The last two weeks in Melbourne I did a lot, spend a lot of time playing pool, sometimes lying on my bed playing video games or watching some South Park or just taking life easy. Walking around with the dutch or gambling alongside the Canamerican was really enlightening. I spend great quality times at the hostel with some of the hippest people and ignorant people as well, like the reception girl at Flinders Station Backpacker, the one that everybody hates. I did think she was nice and gave her the doubt but after the way she spoke and treated me, I was fuming. I ain't stupid and if she being 19 year old and never been to any other countries besides Australia (kiwi) can tell me about assumption then she has picked a fight with the wrong guy. I gave her a smashing lecture about assumption and yes she thought that my English wasn't good enough, she had it wrong. Besides that wining with my team mates at Trivia was glorious, team jaggerbomb was the best and most diverse team at the hostel. People in our team knew how to have fun, we even knew how to win and how to loose properly. The places that I have been and the food that I had to cook at the hostel and to the scoundrel that have been stealing my food for the past 6 weeks, well karma is a bitch. To Martina, Dunbar, Gareth, Nicky, Claire, Scott, Nathan, Henry and Edward, it was nice partying with you all and the rest of you that I didn't write your names don't. I had bad memory, thanks for your companion and friendship

Mezmerize

There is time in your life when things goes totally awry, things that you cannot manage to chance or even take your bets on it, sometimes you just have to follow the flow and keep walking. It is when you realize life can be challenging and life can always turn you upside down. I have always followed the same pattern of self destruction, the same way of dealing with changes in life, not anymore. I have made some changes in life, I have to it or I will never find the silver lining that everyone deserves, the chance to make things right, the chance to be somehow content with what's on your plate. I have been greedy but yet I am starving for some adventure, I want to enjoy it as much as I can. I want to feel the rush of adrenalin rushing through me but at the same time I am holding my other hand in the handbrake because I really don't want to crash and burn. Hopefully in the end this joyous moment will the one of the many more to come, cause its my turn to look on the bright side of life. Its my turn to feel happy and its my turn to know where I am heading in life. It's fair to say that this is my life and not in a negative way.

Memorandum

Finding something meaning in life is like finding a needle in the middle of a football field, being happy is easier than finding that needle. Live in Melbourne is unique and kind of surreal but it isn't the same, making it better and enjoyable is easy only if you open yourself to the new changes, life is full of surprises, life is full of curve balls that were thrown at you to challenge you and make you realize the meaning of it and appreciate the hardship and the blessings of what you have. People don't see that, people are so easy discouraged by the initial bitterness that they forget the sweetness of the after taste is what it is important. By trying to find the needle, you must be able to find yourself first, cause if you don't know where you are, then the needle isn't the only thing that is lost.