Mezmerize

There is time in your life when things goes totally awry, things that you cannot manage to chance or even take your bets on it, sometimes you just have to follow the flow and keep walking. It is when you realize life can be challenging and life can always turn you upside down. I have always followed the same pattern of self destruction, the same way of dealing with changes in life, not anymore. I have made some changes in life, I have to it or I will never find the silver lining that everyone deserves, the chance to make things right, the chance to be somehow content with what's on your plate. I have been greedy but yet I am starving for some adventure, I want to enjoy it as much as I can. I want to feel the rush of adrenalin rushing through me but at the same time I am holding my other hand in the handbrake because I really don't want to crash and burn. Hopefully in the end this joyous moment will the one of the many more to come, cause its my turn to look on the bright side of life. Its my turn to feel happy and its my turn to know where I am heading in life. It's fair to say that this is my life and not in a negative way.