I have never expected things to turn this way nor did I ever imagine that because of this I would be thrown off from my plans that I have set in Australia for the remaining of my second working holiday. Sometimes it just happened and now I am trying to figure myself out again, I mean I really don't know what I am going to do, I like my writings as well as I would like to work, but lately I have noticed that since I took my last short term job, I have been failing to write anything decent because I have been too tired to do anything, yes so is life but I want to finish with my book and I want to work and save money so I can travel to Europe next year, I am a bit nervous about all this things and also nervous about meeting new people because new people means more distraction for me and I have so much to do and so little time, I have been trying to solve some of the things are weren't solved prior to my Kiwi trip, I am trying to find closure to a lot of things, just before I start doing something new, I guess I need to find peace with some of the things that have been hanging out there in my subconscious. I am back to being myself again, back to normality.
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