Cansancio

Sunday Blues, I woke up feeling strange today, I was a bit excited to check my votes but at the same time very kind of tired of being here. Nothing seems to work and it is just not the same as Australia I guess, I have the vibe that people here are not the way I would have imagined. It feels more touristic and it feels like the place is more concerned about how much tourist dollar they can get rather than making people feel like home. I don't know, there are a lot of things to do in this place but you have to spend a lot of money and I am at this stage that I don't want to spend too much money here and since I am not working and I know that there aren't much jobs back in OZ, I would rather go somewhere else and then go back home and work again. I am at this stage that I don't want to waste more time here and that it is time to go and move on again. Most of my friends are gone and to be honest I really miss a home and a place to be for a while. I am getting tired of being overcharged for a service that is so crappy and they treat people like in prison and try to milk the most money out of us, by not allowing people to bring their own alcohol and charging a lot for something that you can buy at the next door supermarket. It is just money that they are interested and they don't care whether people are really having this great experience of their lives. I think this is the impression I am getting from New Zealand, especially Queenstown. I miss the place where you can just drink cheap drinks with others and not being watched like children. And to be honest I came here to see my friend and that is it, skiing was something extra and nothing more, meeting people would have been great but at the end of the day and I will quote a something from my good old pal, M. "It is not the place that makes your adventure but the people that were in it. Maybe he didn't say that, maybe I did, but it is something that I have to agree. It is not the place but the people that are in it and I can finally see that, now I have to find that place where I can be with the people I care, but where is that place? It has become an endless search for me and an infinite journey to find it.