Affinity

This is how I live my life, I worry about my present, not too much about the futute, if you can't live your present life, how can you life or plan about your fututre, people have been critizing about my point of view, calling me naive, yes, it is kinf of narrow minded view that I hold but if you can't live a good and pleasant life now, how on earth are you going to be able to have great life in the future. I am not going to suffer a horrible life now or do things that might not be something that I like just to please someone, i rather not, cause that is my choice, i choose to live my life happily. I don't want to be somewhere that I am not happy or maybe sad just so some other people can be happy cause that is not fair and that is selfish for people to hold me down and don't let me go. I want to go and I need to live my life and even thought my live is unpredictable, I love it, I love it every minute of it and even thought it the outcome might be horrible or nasty at least it is my decision and it is how people struggle. This is how people learn and live by making their own mistakes. I rather live my own life than fulfill someone elses dream.